So here I am listening to Alexi Murdoch, its quiet and soothing. I find that moments sometimes need to be quite and soothing. The masking effect of a busy schedule and the ease it provides in hiding from healing. My finger tips hurt typing this because of a guitar gig that I did last night. It was fun, but I know that my guitar and singing has a long way to come. Heck I never really imagined myself playing in front of people before? Its a scary thing, especially when there is pressure to impress people. That pressure should removed from civilization - it does nothing but become a detriment. Anyway, I wonder if i should get a band-aid. I suppose thats a silly question, because I'm not bleeding! So, what do I do - maybe pain killers... But, it isn't enough pain to warrant a pill - so I'm stuck in limbo. A sticky situation. My desk is now piled with Installation DVDs for the newest Final Cut Studio software - technology moves so fast. I'm never in the shape I should be. I haven't ran for a while. I fear that I'll suddenly need to dive and save a baby in front of a bus or catch the love of my life from falling - I won't be prepared! Well, I'll leave that story to be continued - but I hope I can reconnect with that train of thought - quiet and soothing...